We try to imagine what God's love is like based on what we see of love in the world.

We came from love.

We are love. God is love and we are made in the image of God. Before we came to earth our spirit knew this information. We knew God was all loving, that he loved without condition and so did we in spirit. We forgot.

Our relationships and lives aren’t the best because we forgot what love without conditions is. We hold lies as truths about God and ourselves. It’s what we were taught. We think God can’t be trusted, that Gods love can’t be depended on here on earth, that Gods acceptance of us is conditional on our behavior. If we can’t depend on Gods love to ALWAYS be there, who can we depend on? If God retreats and withdrawal when we do not preform properly will not our loved ones do the same? We are taught the wrong ideas about who God is. Our parents learned from their parents to love with condition. Your not enough of this or that, your too much of that, they taught us to be seen not heard, that we got rewarded for doing good things and yelled at for doing “bad” things. We felt the conditions on love from our parents so we expect God to be the same. That if we break his commandments he will punish us eternally. We try to imagine what Gods love would be like based off of our parents. We have projected our humanness on to God to be a God who judges and and rewards or punishes based on what we do. Then we turn him back into loving again because he sent a son to die for us. Then back to judging if we don’t accept this truth then we are sent to hell. That’s what I taught who God is. I had a hard time trusting him. Sometimes I would hear him saying to trust him, but then I’d be taught that maybe he gave me cancer to teach me a lesson. Mayne it wasn’t his will for me to live through it. Maybe it was my time. ( at 39). How could I trust that God to be there for me and love me? I couldn’t. I treat my children better than the God I was taught about in religion. Yet, I was told not to question it. I would wonder sometimes how I a mere human could be more loving than God, that didn’t make sense. I would never give my children sickness to teach them something. I would never create a burning pit for them If they didn’t accept what I wanted them to and I sure wouldn’t send my son to die a brutal beating. Neither would God. I’m thankful I came to know the truth and now I can trust God, the highest vibration and know he has my back no matter what, and know I too am love and can treat others that way. It’s who we all are, do we dare question what we’ve been taught and listen to God speak to our own hearts. Can you really listen to God or do you feel you need to compare it to what someone wrote 2,000 years ago? He still speaks today. Listen. Listen deep.